I'm not sure what my path is right now. I'm just going through the motions. You've been hurting for so long about this that maybe it's best if you finally tell me to fuck off one last time. There are so many things that you don't know about what's going on in my world, but I simply don't have enough time to detail these things to you. When I often come to this platform, there are so many messages like this that make me feel like those are more pressing issues than anything I might have to say, so I focus on those things first. It's a vicious cycle, and I can tell you're really anxious to make something happen between us. What seems like cold distance from me is actually just a layer of mystery to shelter you from the realities of my life. I'm not telling you this because I want you to set aside time to hear me out. I've learned to keep my problems to myself like the generations before me and not share my problems with anyone else. This might come off as a totally insensitive thing to do, but there isn't any input from external sources of any kind that can change my situation or make it any better. So there is no point in talking about it.